Gospel beginnings. Mark 1

On my first trip back to England in 2014, I took a minibus day trip round a small part of the Cotswolds. The Cotswolds are the quintessential statement of English countryside, with rolling hills, sheep, farms, and ancient churches - dating back to the 13^th century in one case. We stopped at one village for lunch, and I went into a souvenir shop and bought this little wall plaque that says “Whatever your past has been, you have spotless future”.

So it is with our gospel reading this morning, a very appropriate reading for the season of Advent. Advent is a time of preparation for new beginnings. It’s a time of reflection on how our relationship with God is. And it’s also an opportunity to consider the matter of God’s self-disclosure as we prepare the way, which is what I want to do this morning.

The opening sentence of Mark’s gospel is headline stuff. The beginning of the gospel of Jesus Christ, the Son of God. The Greek word is arch, first principles, a new start. God is doing a new thing in history, albeit disclosed to the prophet Isaiah 700 years earlier, make preparation for the coming of the Lord.

Isaiah didn’t know when it would happen. That wasn’t the prophet’s role. They often interpreted a message disclosed to them, in terms of their present happenings and what to expect without putting a time frame on it.

Mark writes the beginning of the gospel of Jesus Christ. The gospel is not a what, it’s not a text or a set of statements. The gospel is a who. It is the gospel OF Jesus Christ. The text is a witness TO the person who is good news (the word gospel means good news). And Mark qualifies the who as being Son of God. In other words, this is headline stuff, so sit up and take note of what I am writing about.

Within Mark’s application of Isaiah’s message to that of John the Baptist, that he is the voice of a herald crying out in the desert, there are the questions of who will hear, and who will respond? A herald doesn’t deliver a message for the sake of hearing his own voice. There has to be a response from those who might listen. And the expected response is to accept a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. That is how the way of the Lord is prepared as a first step by anyone.

What then can we say about God’s self-disclosure? For this is what the headline of Mark’s text is about. God has disclosed himself in the prophetic voice of Isaiah, realized in the person of Jesus of Nazareth.

Our God is not unknowable. God is relational and he has created mankind in his image as relational. And you cannot be relational without self-disclosure. God’s self-disclosure is like a language, because language is communicative as is self-disclosure. God’s language proceeds by events, words, and works (what God has done and said).

 It’s knowing God’s name (hence we can call upon the name of the Lord). It’s also in the silence of our hearts (be still and know that I am God). And in these last days, God’s language includes the appearance of his Son to share our humanity. So God has used his language of self-disclosure to speak to us in many and various ways.

How then do we learn this language? Well, the best way to learn any language is to immerse yourself in the context within which it is used. That’s why mission workers spend the first couple of years of their placement on overseas location in language learning. They live it, breath it and soak themselves in it. Far more effective than trying to learn it online at home.

In the same way, we learn God’s language of self-disclosure by immersing ourselves in it. Answers to prayer; recognizing the actions of God in our lives and in the lives of others around us; spending time in silence; reading and pondering closely and carefully the scriptures.

There’s a method of communication between partners call the Five Love Languages. Each love language is a form of self-disclosure expressed between couples. The five are, words of affirmation, quality time, receiving gifts, acts of service, and physical touch. Each partner’s language is learnt by the other immersing themselves in it, so that over time it becomes second nature.

And it’s not difficult to see these five happening between ourselves and God. Words of affirmation – yes; quality time spent in each other’s presence – definitely; receiving gifts – certainly; acts of service – does not God serve us by providing all we need, and we serve him in obedience to our Christian calling? Physical touch is bit difficult since Christ is no longer in the world, that is, he is risen and ascended. But the Holy Spirit sure is, and when he touches you, by jingo you know about it!

Struggling with God. Sometimes it’s like, how long O Lord is this going on for? Why? But hey, the language of God-struggle broadens the boundaries of your relationship with him, especially when it brings new beginnings and the disposition of confidence and security that God is the rock on which you stand.

Now let’s go back to the theme of preparing the way. God’s self-disclosure to us in those many and various ways is what helps us to prepare the way for him in our hearts, in our lives and in our work. Confession of sin and approaching God in penitence and in faith is the first step of course, but it’s only the first step. We can’t leave it at that. There is work to be done and lives to live.

The season of Advent is a good opportunity for us to apply the language of God’s self-disclosure in a more radical and interior way that we might otherwise do. It’s an opportunity to examine our thoughts and desires, and to discern the intentions of our hearts.

All of it, God’s acts, his witness, his name, the stillness, our prayer life, penetrates soul and spirit, discerning matters of the heart. And the more you gaze upon God’s language, the brighter it shines back at you. The voice crying in the wilderness, prepare the way of the Lord, becomes loud and clear.

Now a few comments about new beginnings in Advent for our parish. God is a free agent, free to create new things and new beginnings. The season of Advent is our opportunity for preparation and the coming of new things and new acts of God, and a new approach to our focus group of people seeking connections in our mission action plan.

So, can I encourage us all this Advent season to do two things: gaze more closely into the language of God’s self-disclosure, and reflect on our own self-care (given the awful year we’ve all just had). Both will go a long way to understanding the voice crying in our deserts to prepare the way for new things to come in a new year.

I know Christmas is around the corner, and we are all looking even more closely at our watches and calendar boxes. But perhaps we would do well to ask not how much time we’ve got, but how we live today while it is still called Today.

The beginning of the good news of Jesus Christ, the Son of God. In the desert there is the voice of one crying in the wilderness to prepare the way of the Lord and make his paths straight. Soak yourselves in the voice of God’s word, work, stillness and presence. Listen and be still before you act. Take care of yourselves, look out for those who need to receive some care, and have a wonderful Advent season.

Philip Starks

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The question of taxes or not. Matthew 22

Over the years I must have heard this sermons dozens of times, as I’m sure you all have. And how many times has the message been about the morals of paying taxes? Too many. But did Matthew, who himself was a tax collector, really insert this story into his gospel to tick the morals of paying one’s bills? Tax collectors were not exactly the beloved of the people. They were scoundrels who lined their own pockets with kickbacks and fees for no service. And it made some of them very wealthy. They were also seen as collaborators with the Romans because it was Rome that levied the taxes.

It’s interesting to note that Jesus chose a tax collector and a zealot (Simon the zealot) both to include in his chosen group of twelve. Zealots were the terrorists of the day, and wouldn’t think twice about knifing anyone seen as a collaborator with the occupying power. Jesus also chose a thief who turned traitor. Judas was put in charge of the money bag, and would help himself to it. Jesus also chose tradies, fisherman (Peter, James and John) as his followers. Note carefully that Jesus didn’t choose the intellectual elite, with the one extraordinary exception being St Paul, who was a well-educated Pharisee.

Now there’s a good reason why Jesus didn’t choose the intellectual elite, those who were in their own strength academically, and that’s why I think Matthew has included the tax story in his gospel. Yes, there is a moral imperative to pay your taxes because the authorities need income to provide you with civic services, infrastructure and a pension when you turn 67 if you need it. And there is also a moral imperative to pay your dues to God, your worship, your thanksgiving and your obedience to his call. No need to say much more about that, but it’s not why the Pharisees asked the question about paying taxes.

Let’s look at it. In verse 15, Matthew says the Pharisees are plotting to trap Jesus in his own words. They want to engage him in an intellectual sparring match, the Q&A or The Drum of his day, and they are looking to discredit him on their terms to further secure their positions. Notice how they approach the conversation: tell us what you think – setting up the intellectual conundrum. And then the question which is really a silly one. Of course you should pay tax, it’s the law. The question is simply intended as a trap to get rid of Jesus. If he’d said no, they would have gone straight round the Pontius Pilate and laid charges of sedition against him. If he’d said yes, the crowds following him would have vanished. End of story. But of course Jesus sees through them straight away, and gives the brilliant answer he does. Show me a coin. Whose image and inscription is on it? So pay your dues to he who owns the coin and your dues to he who has created and owns you.

The question is not for a moment one of seeking a connection with God. The Pharisees and other intellectual elites don’t for a moment go to Jesus in need and on his terms, which would have been perfectly acceptable. So what did draw people to Jesus? Who were the people seeking connections?

As I said earlier, Jesus chose all sorts for his group of twelve. He went out of his way to eat and sit with sinners, and got criticized for it by the intellectual elites who were righteous in their own eyes. Jesus attracted the unclean, the blind, the lame, the mentally ill. He healed and forgave those who sought him out. The woman with a blood flow who said if she could just touch his cloak it would be enough; the Syrian woman who said even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from the master’s table; the blind man who cried Son of David have mercy on me; Legion who cried out what do you want with me Son of God and was restored to his right mind, dressed and sitting at Jesus’ feet.

These were the people seeking connections. They knew what they were, and they went to Jesus in weakness and in trembling. Lord, I just can’t do it anymore. I’m at the end of my tether. I’m frightened and anxious. Are you available to me? They didn’t ask questions or put Jesus to the test; they simply said Lord help me. And they put themselves at the Lord’s disposal on his terms. The question of taxes is irrelevant; but the question of surrender to Christ and his lordship over you is everything.

Over and over again in the psalms, the writers plead how long O Lord; attend to me for am troubled and in distress; be gracious to me O God for people trample on me. And many other lines of similar lament which are so in tune with human nature and suffering today in our century. Yet the psalmists know and proclaim God as their strength and refuge. That’s because the psalmists knew who to turn to, not to themselves, but to Yahweh the God of Israel.

You see friends, unlike the Pharisees who went to Jesus simply to test him with not so fine sounding questions, those who appeal to the Lord in godly sorrow and dependance are the ones whom the Lord seeks out. They are the ones seeking connections, and God is not slow in making those connections. How true are the words of Jesus, Come to me all you who are weary and heavy burdened, and I will refresh you. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light, and you will find rest for your souls.

Listen to the words another seeking a connection:
Incline your ear O Lord and answer me, for I am poor and needy.
Preserve my life, for I am devoted to you; save your servant who trusts in you.
You are my God; be gracious to me, for to you I cry all day long.
Gladden the soul of your servant, for to you Lord I lift up my soul.

There’s so much need at the moment in these times of social and livelihood disruption. Young children vulnerable to long-term trauma due to being locked out of school and friends and the loss of social value that’s so necessary for their development; mental anguish of those who have suffered months of solitary living; domestic violence due to family pressures of lockdown; the unemployed tossed out of work because business goes under due to lockdown; and of course those who have caught the virus and spent weeks in hospital and are now facing little understood long-term effects.

These are the people for whom Jesus and his church are available. These are the people who are most likely to say, hear us for we are poor and needy. Gladden our souls for we cry all day long. These are people seeking connections, and they are not interested in asking questions like should we pay tax. The question they want to ask is, to whom shall we turn?

We are not interested in asking trick questions like should we pay tax. We are interested in asking real questions like to whom should we go, and who will establish the work of our hands? Well, the answer to the second is that is it the Lord who establishes the work of our hands; while the answer to the first requires us to keep our eyes and ears open, and our hearts and minds at prayer.

So, pay your dues to Caesar, pay your dues to God, and be available in followship to those seeking connections.

Philip Starks
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Who do people say I am? Matthew 16

When Jesus puts the question to his disciples, who do people say the Son of Man is, a new period in their training begins. [Jesus often referred to himself as Son of Man. It’s a reference to a vision of the prophet Daniel of one like a son of man being given all authority in heaven and on earth]. Up to now they have seen Jesus in action as a preacher, miracle worker, and interpreter of the law. Jesus is starting to look towards the final work he has to do in Jerusalem. The disciples must know who he is and what kind of messiah he is if they are to carry on his work in, and carry his name to, the world at large. And so must we, since we are also his disciples and his witnesses to the world at large.
At first the disciples give a safe answer, you might be John Baptist, Elijah or one of the prophets. But safe answers to the question of discipleship are not answers at all. And that’s why Jesus probes them further. But who do YOU say I am? Now it’s getting personal and perhaps uncomfortable. Each man has to answer for himself. What do they really think, honestly and authentically? It’s a question to be put to us also, his 21^st century disciples. Who to YOU say Jesus is? What to YOU really think, honestly and authentically?

Simon answers, you are the Christ, the son of the living God. It’s a watershed answer which Jesus acknowledges has not been taught by human wisdom. It is a revealed truth. Blessed are you Simon because flesh and blood have not revealed this to you, but my father who is in heaven. You can’t lecture someone into recognizing Jesus as Christ; and you can’t argue anyone into the Kingdom of Heaven. The truth about that is a revealed truth, taken hold of as if eyes are opened and hearts are set free. It’s not a truth that can be taught by human intervention. That’s why those to whom that truth has been given are the blessed ones.

And one other point about Simon Peter’s confession: it was made in presence of the other disciples. It wasn’t a quiet tete-a-tete on the side in private. Confession of Christ as Lord is never a private cosy affair; it’s public, and that’s what keeps you accountable to it.

Now you might ask why Jesus told his disciples not to say anything about what had just transpired between them, and he made that very clear. Why not share it on the social media of the day to the wider world? It’s because the time for that was not yet. What do you think would have happened? The general populace was expecting a messiah like King David of old who would restore the empire of Israel to its former glory, and to defeat the hated Roman occupation. Jesus would have been seen as the new David and his faithful band of fighting men. The general populace would have beaten their plowshares into swords and joined in the fight. Pontius Pilate, in turn, would have called in re-enforcements from Syria and crushed the whole thing asap. Jesus was not that kind of messiah. Remember what he said to Pilate at his trial; my kingdom is not of this world.

Peter might have grasped the divine nature of who Jesus was, but not what kind of messiah he was. The time for that was after the Lord’s death and resurrection. Only then did they begin to understand.
A common criticism of Christianity’s doctrine of a suffering saviour is that critics simply cannot fathom how on earth God can bring victory for himself and win the world by sending the Son of Man as one of us, and ending being crucified. It’s definitely not success story language, and therefore is a meaningless message to those who cannot think beyond victory-in-prosperity and success-for-the-winners. They are the ones who will answer, maybe he is one of the prophets or maybe not, who knows. They are the ditherers who won’t commit themselves to a straight answer.

Peter is given a new name, Rocky. It’s a play on words as Jesus declares that on this rock I will build my church.

What is this rock? Whatever interpretation you might like to put on it, any interpretation that minimizes the importance of faith that found expression in Peter’s statement must be rejected. The church and its mission does not depend on Peter the man himself. Peter, though he was a preeminent figure amongst the apostles, being one of Jesus’ inner circle of three, and with a significant preaching ministry, wasn’t the elected leader of the Jerusalem church. James was. So in effect, James was the first bishop of Jerusalem. But Peter is the first to confess, with divine gift of insight, that Jesus is the Christ. That is the rock on which the church is built. That, the church does depend on, people together with their declared recognition of Christ as Lord.

So when we say the creed together as the gathered church, and believe it with all heart, mind, soul and strength, that’s the heritage we have received from the Apostle Peter, the rock.

What then should we say about Peter being given keys to the kingdom, and whatever is bound or loosed on earth shall have been bound or loosed in heaven?

Well, the metaphor of being the holder of the key to a door is obvious. It’s all about stewardship. If the church, built on its leaders’ confession and God-given insight into who Christ is, holds the keys to the kingdom, it therefore has responsibility for good stewardship of that which has been entrusted to it, that is, the people to whom it is ministering. And that means our church leaders, to whom good stewardship of the kingdom has been entrusted, must exercise that responsibility as shepherds, not as lords or barons. There is no place in the church of God for power politics. Power politic does not win people into the Kingdom of God, but the pastoral ministry of a shepherd does.

Now Jesus also said to Peter, and the other apostles who were in on the conversation of course, whatever you bind or loose on earth, shall have been bound or loosed in heaven.

Here I chose my words carefully. The Greek text does not express those words as straight forward future tense, as if what the church says somehow puts an obligation on the Kingdom to rubber stamp its decisions. Remember, our church leaders are not lords or barons, they are shepherds. And what they decide as being permitted or forbidden on earth, has already been sorted out as such in heaven. In other words, our bishops, in their God given roles of chief shepherds and stewards of the church, will have made their decisions through prayer and conversation with God first. Nothing they do should be of their own volition. Same goes for priests, the local church shepherds. Prayer is number one in the life of every church leader and minister. Father, hallowed by thy name, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Jesus did not teach, let man’s will be done on earth, while God’s will be done in heaven.
And that’s why we need to pray for our bishops, particularly at this COVID time when ministry is difficult and many of the clergy under their charge are stressed out.

Our church is not immune from stressful times, needless to say. COVID is taking its toll on our worship life and our ability to provide pastoral care in the best possible face to face way. And of course it continues to be under threat from secular forces that would like to see the Christian faith destroyed. The attacks are sure and sinister, undermining the Christian voice at every turn. The weeds are indeed growing alongside the wheat, as I spoke about last time. But, Jesus says, the gates of hell will not prevail against God’s church or our confession of Christ as Lord, and the divine gift to us which makes that possible.

So friends, stay true to your confession that Christ is Lord, the son of the living God, and the gift of knowing he is Messiah that has been given to you through the Holy Spirit. Be confident that his kingdom will prevail, and that these times of distress will pass.

Philip Starks
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Weeds and wheat. Matthew 13

The parable is one of those Kingdom of God is like parables, and is one of three that considers the fact that in a world created good by God, the bad is allowed to continue alongside the good. The story of the sower has choice seed fit for purpose scattered far and wide, but it doesn’t always fall on good soil. Then there’s story of the dragnet with its catch of both good and bad fish, and the parable of the weeds growing alongside choice wheat. The Kingdom of God is not the utopian sole domain of heavenly good yet. It’s more about God’s activity, what he is doing, and the return on investment he looks for. And these three parables spoken by Jesus explain that. It’s a common criticism of Christian belief that if God is a good god, why does he allow the good and the bad to grow side by side? Why doesn’t he simply wipe out all the bad right now? Why is it allowed to go on?

Now it’s not God’s fault that evil has grown up alongside the good, or that there are those who are likened to rocky paths and clumps of thistles who do not have ears to hear the good word sown among them. According to the story, the master sowed good seed; it’s the enemy that has sown the bad. So you can’t blame God.

Well, like the good evangelical disciples they are, off they want to go and clean it all out right now. But Jesus says no, the time is not yet, because you might pull up some of the good along with the bad. Why? Because in the early stages, the bad is not always distinguishable from the good. In the parable, the weed is darnel, which looks very much like wheat until it matures, and then is seen for what it really is.

You see, the enemy comes along and sows in our hearts and minds what at first appears harmless and benign. But as the heart and mind begin to go along with it, what is apparently harmless begins to poison the mind and harden the heart until it is so calloused that it can no longer distinguish good from evil in any shape or form. And that’s what is so dangerous about the way the enemy works.

But along comes God’s grace and injects itself into a heart and mind that is not yet at the point of turning away to a life of the bad with no repentance. Or, the grace of God comes in and enables repentance and a turning away from the bad. And that’s the wheat that might be lost if the harvest is taken too soon. The wheat is carefully chosen and fit for purpose, and not one gram of it will be lost in the end. That’s why the timing of the Kingdom of God is what it is, and not the timing of the kingdom of earth we expect.

And the other image of letting weeds grow until later before pulling them up, is that it’s easy to pull up a weed that’s grown up, compared to small young shoots. The grown weed comes out root stock and barrel, cleanly leaving nothing behind. It’s completely gone. Whereas the young shoots just break up in the hand, leaving the root behind to grow another day.

So, when the last day of history arrives, the image illustrates how the bad that has flourished will be completely and decisively eradicated, root stock and barrel, leaving only the choice fit for purpose good and faithful wheat to be finally harvested into the Kingdom of God on the last day.

We do not have to worry and fret about why evil seems to proceed on its merry way as we speak. Don’t be consumed by anxiety over the question. The good and faithful wheat, that is those who are faithful to God in their lives, is carefully chosen and sown fit for purpose. And that’s how it will be gathered in to the Kingdom of Heaven on the last day.

It’s an absolutely guaranteed promise of God, as we read time and time again in the scriptures. Whereas those who mature as unfaithful darnel will be rooted out totally and utterly for what they are, and thrown out where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

So fear not tomorrow for God is already there, and he has decided the last day. It will happen. Then the righteous will shine like the sun in the kingdom of their Father. Let anyone with ears to hear, listen.

Philip Starks
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Conflicts of interest. Matthew 10

Peace or a sword?

Well, what a difficult passage this is. Who’d think Jesus would teach that he has come to divide and bring a sword, to be the source of family ructions and division, to upset apple carts and set cats among pigeons? Just five chapters earlier, in his Sermon on the Mount, Jesus is teaching that peacemakers are the blessed ones. And at his birth, angels announced to shepherds, peace on earth and goodwill to all mankind.

So what are we to make of Jesus’ words in this passage, Do not expect to think that I have come to put in place peace on earth; I have not come to bring peace, but a sword. The enemies of a man (or woman) are within his (her) own household. This seems contradictory to all we commonly hear about our Christian faith, and certainly there are pulpits that will ignore it because it doesn’t fit with their prosperity feel-good gospel positions. This passage, and others like it, will be relegated to the too-hard basket. But we can’t ignore it. Matthew has included the passage (and so has Luke) in his gospel for a very good reason. So we need to ask ourselves, what we are going to do with it? How are we to understand this? It’s all about choices and allegiances, commitment and conduct of life.

When the Lord calls a person into a life of discipleship, that person is called by name. You are called by name, you are his, you belong to Christ. And that means you will inevitably face a choice of allegiance, commitment and conduct of life. Christ in your life must be number one, no matter what. And anything that gets in the way presents a barrier to that and must be set aside, even if it means so far as to leave family and country behind, for example.

In Middle Eastern culture, then and now, family ties and honour are very much “blood thicker than water”. To go against the family would often mean disaster, as it does today when a Muslim leaves Islam for Christianity. I remember a now retired priest in this diocese, who left Islam for Christ. He said on the day Christ showed him the door into his life, his father showed him the door out of the family. Never spoke with his father again. So when Jesus gave the illustration that allegiance to him could cost as much as one’s own family, he knew the audience into which he spoke, and they understood what he meant. It’s radical and it’s divisive. But that’s what the cost of your call to discipleship might well be.

Most of us here in Australia will have families who, while they may not be accommodating of a Christian in their midst, won’t go to the extent of putting that Christian out of the household. But I have seen women coming to church for a while, their husbands have disapproved, and the women have left. What do you do with that? On the one hand you want to explore a relationship with Jesus and his offer to you of eternal life, but on the other hand your husband disapproves and you have to live with him. Hopefully such husbands learn to love their wives enough that they will no longer feel threatened by having a Christian wife in the marriage. Two of those ladies came to this parish. So if you think conflict of interest between a professed allegiance to one’s following of Christ and family ties is for another time and another place, it isn’t.

Now this idea of barriers extends not just to family relationships – if it comes to that, but to all spheres of one’s life. It may be that you have a strong attachment to your career, for example. You work hard, climb the promotional ladder, getting ahead, and it’s what you live for. And while there’s nothing wrong with a career and the promotional ladder per se, the danger is that it could take over as your number one allegiance, and you end up relegating church and relationship with God to number two. Busyness can be another barrier. I’ve got so much to do, interests here and there, people to meet, tasks to keep up with. No time for church, far too busy. Busyness becomes number one and Jesus recedes into the background.

And so rings true the scriptures, The one who finds his life will lose it, and the one who loses his life for my sake will find it. You cannot serve two masters. Anyone who denies me before others in this life, I will deny him before my Father in heaven. But on the other hand, Jesus also said, anyone who acknowledges me before others in this life, I also will acknowledge him before my Father in heaven.

Once again, we are taught that Kingdom of Heaven values are often the reverse of Kingdom of Earth values. If you value your life by this world, all you’ll get is this world’s transitory and temporal pleasures. But if you value your allegiance to Christ and his Kingdom of Heaven first, you will discover that the Kingdom of Heaven puts you first, along with the blessings and fruitfulness that comes with it. First principle of seek first the Kingdom of Heaven, then the things you need shall be given to you, is indeed true.

Now, I want us all to be encouraged at this point. If the call of discipleship and its commitment to Christ as number one is paramount, and is honoured in a God-fearing way, that in turn will be honoured in heaven. Remember, nothing passes God’s watchful eye over us unless it is for our own good and our place in eternity. And if he points something out to you that is proving to be an obstacle, or a barrier, to your relationship with him, I’d be giving that some very serious thought and prayer. It’ll be your choice what to about it. God never forces anything on us, although he might push some of our buttons to encourage us to respond one way or another.

So how can we be helped in this? If prayer seems to be dry, if God’s voice is silent, if there is something in your life for which you lack that settled peace of God which surpasses all understanding, one of two things may be happening. Either, God wants you to experience that position for some unfathomable reason (it’s known as a desert experience), and that is a legitimate position to be in. The psalms of lament are replete with the cry, How long O Lord, why don’t you answer me. And I have no doubt that God will honour a desert experience and your prayers of lament, if that’s where he has you for time being. Or, it may be that there is indeed a barrier of some sort in your life, which needs to be addressed so that God is number one, and that barrier has to learn it needs to be number two.

Friends, we are followers of the Lord Jesus Christ, and we do not have to be afraid of anything about our Christian lives and our call to be followers in that. Many times in the gospel stories Jesus re-assured those who encountered him to not be afraid. If you sense there is indeed some allegiance in your life that is claiming number one, do something about it. Don’t be afraid of letting it go.

As baptised Christians, we all have the gift of the Holy Spirit. So the first step would be to take your situation to him in prayer. After that, talk it over with a trusted spiritual director. You will be shown what you must do and the things you must set aside as being of lesser importance than your relationship with Jesus and his claim on you. For as it is written, The Lord searches every mind, and understands every plan and thought. If you seek him, he will be found by you.

There may well be divisions and opposition to your call which arise from quarters where you least expect them come from, even to deeply held number one allegiances. Hence Jesus’ illustrative point about enemies being found within one’s own household. And we need to be on the watch for that.

All of us in the parish, at both worship centres, need to consider our positions and to call on the Lord to examine our lives and where we are at with him right now. Is Christ really number one in our personal and corporate lives? And if not, what should be done about that?

I’ll leave you with this quote from psalm 63, which aptly expresses why God is number one in the life of faith:

O God, you are my God;

eagerly will I seek you.

My soul thirsts for you, my flesh longs for you;

as a dry and thirsty land where there is no water.

So it was when I beheld you in the sanctuary;

and saw your power and your glory.

For your unchanging goodness is better than life;

therefore my lips shall praise you.

And so I will bless you as long as I live;

and in your name will I lift my hands on high.

Philip Starks
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By the rivers of Babylon. Psalm 137

Good Friday

By the rivers of Babylon we sat down and wept when we remembered Zion. There on the poplars we hung our harps, for there are captors asked us for songs, our tormentors demanded songs of joy. How can we sing the songs of the Lord in a foreign land?

In the year 587 BCE, Jerusalem was sacked and Israel sent into exile to Babylon. It was a complete disaster. Israel had lost the marks of her national identity, the land, the temple, the king, and psalm 137 expresses deep sorrow and lament. It’s not that God had abandoned Israel, but that Israel had abandoned her covenant with God, as the prophets warned over and over and over again. The prophet Isaiah in chapter 65, for example, spoke God’s word this way: All day long I have held out my hands to an obstinate people who walk in ways not good, a people who continually provoke me to my very face.

Do you not think this makes God weep? If psalm 137 cries lament to God over the disaster, I should think God cries lament towards Israel over that disaster. Perhaps it might be expressed this way: By the river of Babylon God sat down and wept when he remembered Zion. There on the cross he hung his harp, for there his executioners demanded a sign. They shook their heads in disbelief, he saved others but he can’t save himself.

The cross was God’s cry of lament and sorrow over his people. Mankind in general does not express godly sorry for sin, does not care about a relationship with God, and wants to replace God with himself as God. And that is the essence of sin by which mankind crosses the boundary of his own limitations, grasping for all knowledge of good and evil, grasping for all moral discernment without reference to God, mankind’s creator.

How terrible it was when the creature turned in disobedience against his creator, as told to us in Genesis chapter three where Adam and Eve coveted God’s place for themselves so that they could be like God. And the act of rebellious disobedience was done. The horror and blasphemy of it is unbelievable! That’s why sin is so dreadful. It cannot be glossed over as if she’ll be right mate. God is holy. His holiness is provoked by sin, and it must confront sin until it is destroyed. Otherwise God is not a god of justice, and is in contradiction with his own nature. God is holy equals God is love, and love has no truck with sweeping sin under the carpet as if doesn’t matter.

Now having set forth the seriousness of sin, and noted that God, in his holiness, must confront it for what it is, we are also given a picture of God as a waiting father. God has not abandoned his creation, as some might think. He waits with outstretched hands. All day long I have held out my hands. And the parable of the prodigal son that Jesus spoke epitomizes the waiting father. God waits; God longs for us to return to him in faith, trust and obedience. Let’s look at this a little closer in the context of Good Friday and the cross.

  

The cross is the place of exchange where the awfulness of sin is dealt with in a way that allows God to judge and condemn it as he must, yet at one and the same time to save and forgive because he so loves his world. It’s a beautiful solution to an otherwise impossible conundrum. And so long as a person looks at that by faith and says yes Lord it’s my sin that is judged and condemned for what it is, then blessed is that person whose sins are covered and atoned for. By faith the merits of Christ are transferred to him or her.

The logic of the cross, the beautiful solution, will never be understood by those who cannot say, Woe is me for I am lost. I am a person of unclean lips and I dwell in the midst of a world of unclean lips and unclean hearts; for my eyes have seen the Lord of Hosts! Or as St Peter exclaimed when his eyes saw the Lord of Hosts, depart from me O Lord, for I am a sinful man. In other words, the logic of the cross will never be understood by those who are righteous in their own eyes. Only when we see ourselves for who we really are before a holy god, will Christ’s acceptable and perfect offering of himself touch our lips and set us free. Only then will we hear those wonderful words, be not afraid, for I have overcome the world.

I mentioned earlier that God is a god who weeps and laments for his people. A god who cannot bear pain and shed tears over lost humanity is a god who cannot love, and is not a god I want to believe in. But a god who I see grieving for my return to him as a long-lost son, is indeed a god who I want to believe in.

I am also encouraged by these words from the letter to the Hebrews:

We do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are, yet without sin. Let us therefore approach the throne of grace with confidence so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.

What this means is that we have a God who knows what it is to be human. He knows what social isolation is; to cry tears of grief over the death of a loved one – Lazarus. He knows our weakness when confronted with temptation – Jesus didn’t succumb to it himself, but he was nevertheless confronted with its power and subversiveness; and he understands our worries and anxieties, often speaking to his disciples about it.

Therefore, let us approach his throne of grace with confidence that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need. And don’t we all need help at this time. At the outset of creation, God paused and reflected on his work saying, it is not good for man to be alone. And that not only means man and women sharing a life together, but people needing people, and especially people needing God.

So can I encourage you all this morning to reflect on your own need for God and approach his throne of grace, which is the cross, with confidence, knowing that God loves you, and by the merits of his son’s death (and only by those merits), are your sins forgiven.

Philip Starks

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Christmas peace ruling in your hears. Luke 2 Colossians 3

Christmas day

Angels announced on the first Christmas eve, peace on earth amongst all whom God favours, and the traditional understanding of that is that there will be peace on earth in our time, joy to the world, and goodwill towards men and women.

Peace in our time, joy to the world? Well that’s certainly a message of hope, and yes, the ancient prophets of Israel did look forward to such a time, but I don’t see much peace on earth in our time. The history of the world is littered with strife, war and conflict. World peace in our time is not happening. The crusades in the 12^th century, the Napoleonic wars in the 19^th century, two world wars in the 20^th century, and the wars on terrorism in this century do not make for a peaceful picture of world history. So either the message those angels spoke that night was a hopeless one of a false peace, or we need to understand their message in another way. What kind of peace were those angels announcing?

There is a point in Paul’s letter to the church in Colossae where he writes, the peace of Christ must rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. Paul puts his word must in a way that means his readers are to cultivate the discipline of it in their spiritual and interior lives. It is the peace of Christ, it’s not the peace of the world, because there is no world peace. It is the peace of Christ that reconciles mankind on earth with God in heaven, a peace that puts mankind at rest with God. Where does this peace reside? In the heart, which is the centre of your being, not the mind, because from the heart comes motivation, desire, convictions, emotions, intuition, holiness of life, and the fruits of the Spirit. The mind might work them over, but the heart knows them.

The peace of Christ is not some temporary escapism from everyday worries, or retreat into nostalgia for more happier carefree days. The Christian is not immune from the clouds of worry, anxiety and other such stresses that lurk at the doorstep of all who live in today’s world. How then does the peace of Christ rule in the heart of every believer? Consider this: it is written that fools say in their heart, there is no God. Fools therefore cry out, we have no God! We are orphans! We have no peace! But hear this: angels appeared to shepherds, fools and social underdogs of their day, to bring good news that there is a God. And now the peace of that God comes, which surpasses all understanding, keeping our hearts and minds in the love of Christ.

God came among us on that first Christmas eve because he desires a relationship with us that does not fear tomorrow. We are given the gift of peace with God, such that we who believe can rest secure in tomorrow, knowing that in all things God works good for those who love him. The great neutraliser of faith is fear. Recall when Jesus was asleep in the stern of a boat with his disciples on Lake Galilee when a storm blew up. The disciples woke Jesus up, frightened and expecting to go down with a sinking boat. But Jesus rebuked them and said, why are you so afraid? Where is your faith? A bit unfair you say, seeing that Jesus had the power to calm a storm and used it at that moment, whereas the poor old disciples had no such power. But on the other hand, God himself in the person of Jesus Christ was with them in the back of that boat, and they had direct access to him.

For us in our century, don’t forget that Christ is risen and alive, and he can sit in the stern of our little boat tossed about by world cares, anxiety and worries. We are so preoccupied with own way and our own advantage. Is that letting the Christmas peace of Christ rule in our hearts? I don’t think so. Why are we so afraid? Consider this: the one who invests the treasure of his trust in God’s house will never be defrauded or alone with no god, because that treasure is safe with God, whose eye watches over that one. How dreadful it is when a person no longer sees that, when his eye loses all sense of godly perspective of life, such that he regards the paltry pennies and miserable crumbs of his worrisome lot more highly than the hand of God that provides all he knows we need, not all we think we need. And being free to look to the hand of God for all he knows we need, rather than being slaves of worry for all we think we need, is one the great blessings of the peace of Christ ruling in our hearts, those faithful believers on whom God’s favour rests.

So, what is the peace of Christ? What peace was announced by angels on that first Christmas eve? Well what did the master himself say about it? My peace I give to you. I do not give as the world gives. So, do not be let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. The peace of Christ that must rule in your hearts is not world peace in our time. It is peace between God in heaven and man on earth; man reconciled with God; the interior life with an inner composure of security with God, such that when you pass through the waters of chaos, God will be with you, and when you walk through the valley of shadow of death, you shall fear no evil. For Yahweh is the Lord your God, the Holy One eternal of Israel.

The peace of Christ to which we are called is a secure confidence that God is with us; Immanuel, God with Us, is the name given to the Christ child at Christmas. It is a secure confidence akin to a light shining in the darkness of our night. I recall once when I was on a bird research trip to Hey in NSW looking for Plains Wanders. Our task was to catch and tag the birds with radio patches so that their movements could be tracked and mapped. At night outback of Hey, it was very dark, no town lights, no moon light. Just pitch black, and as a city dweller, for me a bit disconcerting. A small torch light appeared on the other side of the camp, which brought reassurance that I was not alone. As the light of Christ has come into our world because of Christmas, we can rest secure in the presence of Christ, who comes to us in our dark nights of the soul. His is a presence that gives peace and stillness of heart in contemplative prayer and love of fellow man. It is not a stillness and silence that is an empty void, but rather it is a rich and vibrant presence. It is a stillness and silent presence that surrounds you, alive and living, such that you desire little if anything else. From the peace of Christ ruling in your hearts, flows peace among men and women, your fellow brothers and sisters in Christ upon whom God’s favour rests.

Friends, it’s God’s world, yet it is broken, strife torn, and imprisoned in its own worry. It’s a world that needs the peace of God surpassing all understanding, and if it doesn’t see that amongst we who are God’s church, we who have the peace of Christ ruling in our hearts, then it will cry there is no God, we are orphans, we have no peace, and why should we listen to those Christians in that church over there?

Does the Christmas peace of Christ really and truly rule in your hearts? As I said earlier, I don’t see world peace on earth in our time, and yet the old prophets of Israel did speak of such a time, and the book of Revelation foresees a new order where there will be no more pain and no more tears. But until then, peace in our time begins with us who are the church. It’s our mandated mission to show the world that there is a God who loves it and who grieves over its brokenness. So take heart and let the Christmas peace of Christ rule in your hearts. It begins with us.

Philip Starks
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Two moths and a sycamore tree. Luke 19

One night, two moths were sleeping in a bush, when one of them though he’d seen a light coming. Waking up his friend, they both flew up into a nearby sycamore tree to get a better view. The light was coming closer with more brilliance, and each of the moths began to dance and flitter about in their own inimical way.

In the tree was a wattle bird fast asleep, and when the moths come over, the wattle bird woke up rather annoyed.  Why are you two moths disturbing my sleep, the wattle bird demanded. We can’t help ourselves, said the moths. It’s the light. We’ve just got to be in it. And the more the light drew closer to the sycamore tree, the more the wattle bird reached across to draw his blackout curtain so he could go back to sleep. Whereas the two moths became ever more excited and alive. They wanted the light and they weren’t going to be disappointed.

Zacchaeus was like the moth sleeping in the bush, he just had to climb the tree and get a better look at the light that was coming by. For whatever reason, he couldn’t help himself. There was something about his growing interior life that was proving irresistible to the light of the passing Christ. What was it?

Now, before I suggest an answer to that, we need to look at some verses which are keys to Luke’s point in the story.

Jesus looked up and said, Zacchaeus, hurry down for today it is necessary for me to stay in your house. Jesus addresses Zacchaeus personally. It’s not, hey you in the tree get down now. It’s, Zacchaeus, friend and brother son of Abraham, make haste and do not delay – today is the day – now is your time. I must stay in your house and fellowship with you. For this is why I came, to seek and to restore.

Zacchaeus undoubtedly realised his material wealth did not satisfy. He was one seeking a connection, and so when one day God himself walked past and said I must stay in your house tonight, Zacchaeus hurried down and welcomed God gladly into the house of his heart, and would have sat Jesus down in the front room as an welcomed guest with food on the table, a bowl of water for washing a weary foot, and an ear to listen to whatever was going to be said in the ensuing conversation. That’s why Jesus exclaimed that today salvation had come to Zacchaeus’ house.

Zacchaeus had three things going for him that made him a person seeking a connection: a listening ear, an open mind, and a receptive, repentant heart. And when these three come together, that’s when Jesus invites you into fellowship with him. Today is your day. So rejoice and be glad in it.

Now, back to what proved irresistible for Zacchaeus to want to demean himself by scrambling up a tree like some street urchin, and not the rich man in fine clothes that he was. For Zacchaeus to do that, especially in the cultural context of his day, he wouldn’t have been simply curious. He could have just pushed his way to the front. There would have been a more fundamental need to be met in him. And I want to suggest to you this morning that it was the awakening of his fundamental need for God. All of us have something within that longs to be free of worldly anxiety, and to experience the silence and peace of the divine presence.

Some weeks ago in her sermon, our vicar showed us Maslow’s hierarchy of human needs. I noticed one missing: man’s basic need for God, which should be right at the base level of foundational needs. It comes even before bread and shelter. Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God.

Our basic need for God is borne out of ourselves being created in God’s image. It’s a need expressed often in the psalms, which give us words to the effect of our souls thirsting for the Lord. Even one of our contemporary songs goes, ‘as the deer pants for water so my soul longs after you’. Jesus talked about himself being living water for thirsty souls. And does not our poor drought ridden country know all about water of life for thirsty creatures? It’s the same idea with Jesus being living water for thirsty souls.

Mr Maslow and his world of the psychologists seems to think mankind can do without God. Who needs him anyway? Well, when you push God out the door, what comes in through the windows but the ghosts of worry, anxiety, stress, drudgery and the like.

Human beings will fill the god shaped hole within them with anything but an encounter with the divine, and it never satisfies. Contemporary life so often reviews an endless parade of experiences to be consumed. The next, and then the next, and then the next. Not so with God. When you find yourself in a relationship with God, you don’t need to keep consuming the next experience. Your life with and in Christ is all fulfilling. You don’t consume it; you savour it. Come to me all you who are burdened and heavy laden, and you will find rest for your souls, said Jesus. He didn’t point his hearers elsewhere for fulfilment and the true rest of one’s soul; he pointed to himself.

Now this morning we have two little girls who are going to be baptised. I won’t say too much about baptism itself because you’ll hear all about that during the ceremony. Suffice to say here that baptism, as one of the two sacraments instituted by our Lord himself, is an outward and visible sign of something real and effective that God does for the interior life. It’s a witness, if you like, to the relationship of promise that the God, by his grace, is entering into with the girls. The outward and visible sign is the use of water and the signing of the cross using holy oil on the forehead. The something real and effective that God does for the interior life is the seal of his promise of eternal life for those who have come to him in faith and trust.

In baptism, the interior life becomes not just renewed, but re-birthed ‘in Christ’, that wonderful and mysterious way that the old interior life dies to sin and rises again to a new beginning. No one can know God without Christ; no one can know God expect by being in Christ. So when water is poured into the font, it not only represents the washing away of the sins of human nature, it also represents the quenching of the thirst for the soul that has come to God. And that is why salvation comes to the house of the baptised now – today.

The church welcomes the baptised person into fellowship with it; the baptised person gladly welcomes God into her life; and God welcomes the baptised into fellowship with him and into his house. That’s how it all comes together.

So, today salvation through baptism has come to the house of these two little girls, because they too are now daughters of Abraham – or they soon will be in few moments. And may they be nurtured and guarded in the faith so that in the fullness of time they will ask of the bishop for confirmation in the Holy Spirit.

Philip Starks
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A day to remember. Malachi 2

The Apostle Peter wrote, we have the prophetic word confirmed, which you do well to heed as a light that shines in a dark place until the day dawns and the morning star arises in your hearts.

Advent is a time of great expectations, a time to wait and a time to prepare for a Day to Remember. Peter encouraged the early church to take particular note of their scriptures, the words and work of the prophets, being as relevant to their day as they are in ours. We too in our day have the prophetic word confirmed as a light that shines in a dark place until a Day to Remember dawns. So let’s examine what the prophet Malachi had to say to Israel in his day, and what he has to say to us in our day.

The people of the Malachi’s day, in the 5^th century BCE, were encouraged to prepare for a Day to Remember. So says the Lord, See I am sending my messenger to prepare the way before me, and the Lord whom you seek will suddenly come to his temple. But who can endure the day of his coming? Who can endure his Day to Remember?

Malachi, and the prophets before him, spoke about a Day of the Lord. There will be a Day, a day of reckoning reserved at God’s own choosing. In Old Testament times, that Day was expected to be a divine visitation within history, and in later New Testament times, particularly as expressed in Paul’s letters, the Day of the Lord was also understood to be the time of the end of history as we know it, when Christ will return to put all things under his feet. But in the immediate context, and this is Luke’s take on it in his chapter 3, the Day of the Lord meant the day of his visitation within history, the first Christmas Eve.

Malachi says there will be a messenger who will prepare the way, and that the Lord himself will suddenly appear in his temple, in person, the Day of the Lord within history. And Luke, being the careful historian he is, pin points that day to be in the year 29 CE, the fifteenth year of Tiberius Caesar.

Luke and the other gospel writers clearly identify Malachi’s messenger to be John the Baptist, who preached repentance as the required preparation for the Lord’s appearance in the person of Jesus of Nazareth. And then of course one day the Lord did visit his temple, and what did he find, or more to the point what did he not find? He did not find it as a house of prayer, but as a house of commerce. Then as you all know Jesus proceeded to throw everyone out.

Just imagine it, a bright sunny Sabbath morning in Jerusalem, verger is polishing the pews, sacristan is getting the goats ready, the exchange rate is decided – no Roman denarii welcome here only shekels will do, welcomers are ready at the door, and suddenly God himself walks in. He looks round and asks what do you think you’re doing? This is my house, not Wall Street. Everybody out! The verger goes up to God and says excuse me would mind leaving, you’re creating a disturbance. But God turns round and says, on the contrary, you’re the ones creating a disturbance, and it’s not your temple, it’s mine.

The Day of the Lord actually happened in history, in the year 29, and God actually visited his temple, just as the prophet Malachi said he would. The year 29 was during the Roman occupation of Israel, and the people’s great expectation was to see God’s justice, to set the captives free, bind up the broken hearted, the poor are blessed and not trampled under foot by Roman tax collectors.

Now, we need to ask, what is justice? Is it a lust for retribution, eye for an eye, stiffer sentencing? Or perhaps a longing to see just deserts? If it’s a longing for just deserts and the like, none of us would be able to stand before a perfect and holy God. Which is why Malachi says of the Day of the Lord, who can endure it, who can stand? Yes, there will be banishment from God’s presence of those who refuse him, of those who scoff and mock, of the fools who say in their hearts there is no God. But then fools will not follow the cross of Christ. And the cross is where justice is to be found.

After Jesus cleared the temple, that was the beginning of the end game, as it were, for Jesus. The temple authorities began to plot how to get rid of him. Let’s get rid of God. We don’t want him visiting in our temple again. Let’s sell him out, and 30 pieces of silver later that’s exactly what they did. Money changes par excellence. They exchanged God for money with the help of the insider trader. And with it they nailed God to a cross.

But there were those who mourned and wept at that; there were those who fled in fear; there were those who honoured him by anointing his body with very expensive myrrh and burying him in fresh new tomb fit for the rich. And there were those who kept watch at the tomb early on the Sunday morning, and were rewarded with seeing his risen self.

Did not Jesus say, blessed are those who mourn for they shall be comforted; blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness; blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God. These are the ones who are made right with God, who are justified before the Lord. That’s why they are blessed. God’s justice is about the raising up of the faithful obedient to eternal life. They are the ones who shall see God on the Day of the Lord. They saw him risen and they shall see him again in his glory when the last day of history arrives, the Great Day of the Lord, the final Day to Remember.

So getting back to Malachi’s words. There will be a day within history when God’s justice will be seen, and a messenger will precede it. That messenger of course was John the Baptist in 29 CE. Malachi also says, as I’ve already mentioned, there will a question of endurance, a question of who can stand when the Lord appears. And then Malachi goes on to say he will be like a refiner’s fire and like a launder’s soap. He will purify the descendants of Levi and refine them like gold and silver until they present offerings to the Lord in righteousness.

Now Malachi, in the context of his own time, was referring to the old priesthood, which had become corrupt and therefore no longer effective. But by the time John the Baptist comes along, Malachi’s words are now coming to pass in history. John the Baptist, Malachi’s messenger preparing the way, says of Jesus, he will baptise you with the Holy Spirit and with fire, and that he will exercise justice by separating out the good from the bad and the ugly. In other words, Jesus brings not only God’s justice and the cross, but also a time of refining fire and separating out of the good from the bad and the ugly. And since God’s justice is found at the cross, so is the refining fire for those who would be faithful and obedient to the end.

The cross will more than likely take you, for a time, where you don’t want to go. For there is a time to tear down and a time to build; a time to weep and a time to laugh; a time to mourn and a time to dance; a time to be silent and time to speak. The place where the cross takes you may be emotional, relational, a lonely place, an anxious place, a fearful place, a powerless place. But wherever the cross takes you, God is there with you, as Psalm 23 expresses so beautifully, even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, you are with me, your rod and your staff comfort me.

Why does the prophet advocate a spirituality of struggle before the Day of the Lord? Why must a messenger come to prepare the way?

The essence of struggle, in whatever form it takes, is not found in endurance without hope. Unrelenting endurance can drain the spirit and drive a person away from God. Where’s the justice in that? That doesn’t raise up the faithful. Those who mourn don’t look very blessed like that. Rather, the essence of a spirituality of struggle is your decision to say yes to God in the face of that struggle. It is an opportunity to grow in relationship with God. That’s why the messenger Malachi spoke of had to come. The voice of one crying in the wilderness, prepare, turn and be baptised. Get ready because the opportunity for your yes to God is at hand.

The essence of struggle is God’s opportunity for a new creation in you. Are you not a new creation in Christ? Is God not the potter and are you not the clay? Be assured, God is not in the business of driving people away from him. Does his word not say I will not contend forever, nor will I always be angry. For the spirit would grow faint before me, the spirit of man whom I have created? God is in the business of creating afresh faith obedience for his children as they await the Day of the Lord.

God is not going to leave you to your own devices, to your own fate, to struggle on ad infinitum until there’s nothing left of you. God is all about building you up, not tearing you down. He’s there, and the psalms are rich in that testimony. Jesus has already been to the cross for you. He knows what it’s like to be crucified, and you can’t get much more forsaken and in despair than that. Through him, God knows what it’s like to be human. He knows we are faint of spirit, and we are not abandoned as if a lost cause. But try telling that to outsiders. Show them a cross and tell them about the narrow way and hard yards, and they’ll say no, we don’t want it. What we want is the bells and whistles of religion and the wide road that goes with it. And they will choose poorly.

For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven: a time to break down and a time to build up; a time to mourn and a time to dance.

Those words from Ecclesiastes reflect a spirituality of struggle and endurance, with hope. They are the times when faith obedience is forged ready for the Day of the Lord. Such faith obedience can stand sure and secure when the Day of the Lord comes calling. Then will those who mourn turn their mourning into dancing; those who are broken will be lifted up; and they shall all be blessed. The righteous ones; the justified ones. And it shall be a Day to Remember with great expectations.

Philip Starks

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